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Monday, December 18, 2006


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I had the same dream again

Oh yeah?

Yeah

Again

Yeah

Which one is this?

The same one I had yesterday

The one you had since you were a kid?

Yeah

Tell me again how it goes

Ok. but I don't rememeber all the details

Strange

What is?

You have this recurring dream for so long right?

Yeah?

And you should remember every detail by now right?

Well, not exactly

What do you mean not exactly?

I can't tell you why but

But?

It's not that i don't remember all the details

But?

What i remember of it could be the whole dream

But?

It does not feel complete

Ah

Like there is a continuation that is erased

Erased?

From my memory

Uh huh

Like I'm not meant to remember them when i wake up

That's why I don't feel like i remember all the details

Ok... [whistles to tune from the twilight zone]

Stop that!

Sorry

So what do you rememeber?

I remember i was a kid

How old?

5 or 6. i remember i was still in kindergaten in the dream

Ok

And i was playing

What game?

Not important

It could be

...

Well?

We were playing masak-masak

[laughs]

I was the daddy ok.

What happen to your He-man?

Shut up

Ok. sorry. then?

We were playing and..

Wait! who else is in the dream?

Everybody

Oh? I was in it?

No, you idiot! I did not know you then

Well, you said everybody

Ok, fine! there was me, my childhood friends...

They were your ex-neighbours right?

Right! and our parents

That's everybody?

Everybody i knew well back then

What were the parents doing?

Watching us. Or watching over us

Where were you?

Corridor

Uh huh

Anyway, we were playing..

Were you happy?

What?

Were you happy?

It's not an important detail

It might be

Fine! I was. happy?

Do go on

We were playing when there was the voice

Ah! the climax

Would you late me finish?

Ok. sorry. what did the voice say?

"CUT!"

mm hmm

Then i remember waking up

uh huh..

You're right

About what?

It does not feel complete

See. i told you

I do like to know what your reactions were to the "CUT!"

Well don't you just hate things that does not seem complete?



| ghaz says hello @ 10:10 AM|

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me

- ghazali muzakir -
theatre practitioner
undergraduate
aspiring chef

love

theatre, films, food, cruising on a motorbike...

hate

hypocrites, durians, being stupid, having nothing to do...

friends

daphne ong
candice de rozario
eleanor tan
isabella chiam
leslie tay
terence tan

history

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Well let me be the first to say that I don’t have a clue
I don't have all the answers
Ain't gonna pretend like I do
Just trying to find my way
The best that I know how

-lifehouse-

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